QUESTION….

How does a cute little 8 year-old boy from Belfield, North Dakota, go from this….

… to becoming Student Body President of his high school, Class of ’62…

…to Graduating from San Francisco State College with a BA Degree in Radio-TV Broadcasting, Class of ’67…..

To this….?

These answers and MUCH, MUCH MORE…..

…can be found right here in:

Matter of Conscience

By Bruce Neckels

It’s hard to imagine that an autobiographical detail of a Vietnam War dissenter who chose to be imprisoned rather than fight a senseless war, could be such an enjoyable read. However, baby boomers and fans of the 1960’s and early70’s will appreciate MATTER OF CONSCIENCE. Author Bruce Neckels gives us a picturesque account that is poignantly portrayed with just the right mix of fact, emotion, and humor. While it chronicles the life of the author leading up to his incarceration – attending San Francisco State College, the protest movements, choosing a career in acting, then landing his first role in Antonioni’s “Zabriskie Point;” studying the history of Vietnam; reading Dalton Trumbo’s “Johnny Got His Gun;” then meeting Trumbo and auditioning for A feature film about “Johnny” – ALL helping to shape his decision to oppose the Vietnam War.

Reviewed by Leonard Smuts for Readers’ Favorite

“To say that Bruce Neckels has led a colorful life would be an understatement. His memoir Matter of Conscience is so much more than a book about his experiences as a conscious objector who fought the system that drafted him for service in Vietnam. It describes his early upbringing from his birth in 1944, through dysfunctional homes, his college education, and aspirations to become an actor. In this, he achieved success, until he was drafted into the US Army in 1968 to fight an unpopular war in a far-off land. By that time the ugly side of the war had become all too apparent, and Bruce began to question his stance. As an actor, he was cast in movies, commercials, and stage productions, establishing his career and shaping his character. During this time, he researched the history of Vietnam, spoke to returning veterans, some maimed for life and engaged with anti-war demonstrators. He then embarked on a lengthy legal battle, which culminated in his being sentenced in 1971 to a jail term of two years for refusing to serve in the military. That was a saga in itself, and his time in prison and later life makes for fascinating reading. After his release on parole at the end of 1972, he continued his career, becoming an acclaimed actor and scriptwriter. He was pardoned in 1975. The book offers a different take on the Vietnam War, this time from a non-combatant perspective.”

“Bruce Neckels has written an evocative, insightful, and thought-provoking account of his life that is centered on his fight for justice as a conscientious objector. More than that, it is a record of those heady days of the late 1960s and early 1970s – a time of profound social change that played out against the background of the music of the likes of Bob Dylan, Joan Baez, and a host of others. It chronicles the sharp contrast between the hippie movement and pacifist ideologies versus the conservative militarists who believed in a war that would never be won. The cost in terms of lives lost, debilitating injuries, and PTSD was devastating. The only groups that thrived were the armaments industry and black-market traders. Matter of Conscience weighs up the moral, philosophical, and political issues in a compelling manner. The author questions the draft and the effectiveness of the justice system, particularly when dealing with conscious objectors who were not hardened criminals. His thoughts on prison conditions and the necessary reforms are particularly noteworthy. The political intrigues in the USA extended far beyond the war in Southeast Asia and the corruption and deception that it brought with it, culminating in the Watergate scandal and the American capitulation in Vietnam. The book concludes by asking searching questions about the America of today, and whether the lessons of the past have been learned. It is illustrated with photographs and press cuttings, backed up by an extensive list of references plus an index. It is an enthralling read and highly recommended. An outstanding book.”

 

Leonard Smuts

Brave Sacrifices Have Consequences

I was privileged to read this book from a somewhat unique perspective in two rather different ways. First, I’ve known the author personally for many years. We met not too long after his period of incarceration concluded.

At that time, I knew nothing about that part of his history and only knew him as a struggling young actor. We traveled together on an industrial roadshow for an automobile manufacturer when I worked for the car maker and Bruce worked as the talent.

He and I are approximately the same age and we had great fun traveling across the country putting on this dog and pony show. However, he never mentioned the part of his past depicted in this book.

As I said, above, I also read the book from another perspective, which was my own experience, living through the era he described.

While I blithely drifted through college on a student deferment, Bruce’s time ran out, and he had to either follow his conscience or face the draft. Few people, who were not born as early baby boomer males can appreciate the soul wrenching decisions he faced.

I imagine many young men, such as I, who didn’t get drafted, yet lost multiple childhood friends and classmates who didn’t survive their time in Vietnam, carried a strong sense of guilt that this book certainly dredges up.

The 70s free love era is sometimes seen as the way America glossed. over and ignored the horrors occurring during the war. Bruce’s book tears the wrapping paper off this and lays it out very clearly.

Against the backdrop of a misguided war that accomplished nothing positive and cost many thousands of lives, he courageously made the choice to accept the fate of a conscientious objector, as opposed to learning to kill people for a cause he could not support.

This biography will give you a keen sense of his reasons for making his decision and the severe consequences of that choice. If you want to learn more about what he went through, as did many others during that era, this is as crisp and raw an insight into another side of the war in Vietnam, and the multi-layered tragedies it caused as you’ll ever find.

It is entertaining and well written and I assure you that after reading it, you’ll come away with a whole new dimension to your perspectives about the facts and myths of this explosive time in America.

Read Bruce’s excellent book!

Tim Y.

Bruce Neckels

About the Author

Bruce Neckels has 50 years of professional experience in the entertainment business as an actor and writer. His acting credits in numerous film, television and stage productions brings another level of creativity to his writing. His first break as a writer came in 1989, when he was hired by NBC. Since then, he has scripted more that 600 episodes for daytime television, including Generations, Santa Barbara, Days of Our Lives, and Young and the Restless. He has earned four EMMY® nominations and is a recipient of the Writers Guild of America Award. 

Message from Bruce

 

Hello everyone, and thank you for checking out my website.

I just want to give you a time line on the writing of “Matter of Conscience.” I began writing this book during the spring of 2001. But because of my paid commitment to writing one, oftentimes two scripts a week for daytime television – that’s anywhere from 70 to 150 pages of dialogue a week – the last thing I felt like doing to relax was… write. In addition, my wife and I had a nine-year-old daughter in elementary school, and I was heavily involved as a parent volunteer all the way through her high school years. It wasn’t until she went off to college in 2010 that I finally completed my first rough draft in manuscript form.

I then began polishing the manuscript before beginning my journey to self-publishing. Finally in 2016, I began the arduous task with Authorpartner, a branch of Publish Wholesale, and worked with them until 2019, when the book had its first release. The 2020 Corona Virus Pandemic kept me from having bookstore readings and guest speaker engagements, so I’m was way behind. I had wanted it released during the Trump presidency because of the wedge he had driven through America. I felt that in my final two chapters, I could draw comparison between now and the anti-war movement that took place in the 60’s – the demonstrations and peaceful protests for ending the war, for civil rights, gay rights, women’s rights. For example:

This was a peaceful protest march on Washington

As was this in San Francisco…

And this: The “Gathering of Tribes” Human Be-In at Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, which I attended. (look for the gray circle at the top left. That’s me.)

Not a drop was spilled, and no one hurt or killed. Then along came January 6, 2021, and here we are still at war. Not only are we continuing our fight for civil rights, gun control, gay rights, prison reform, better health care, we’re now taking on a pandemic that has killed 500,000 Americans, almost ten times as many as were killed in in Vietnam. On top of all that, we’re also fighting insurrection and homegrown terrorism. The last line I wrote in “Matter of Conscience” : “America is your Vietnam War.”

I hope you’ll purchase a copy of “Matter of Conscience.” All but the final chapter and Epilogue have to do with my experience. It’s not just about prison, it’s about my early career as an actor, and for any “Zabriskie Point” fans out there, I think you’ll find some of that history very interesting, even funny. Here’s a little teaser:  

Me on the left, Mark Frechette, gunshop owner

Me, Mark Frechette, and Bill Garoway at a boring revolution meeting.

This movie will always be very special to me.

As was this man:

Dalton Trumbo

His book, Johnny got His Gun, sealed my resolve about choosing prison rather than going to Vietnam.

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